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New drug: AI<br>When limitless possibility goes to dark places

Atakan<br>Aug 05, 2026

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Are the powers AI gives us actually helpful, or are they more like the happiness you get from drugs? You get something, it feels incredible, you want more, and the deeper you go, the easier it becomes to lose your way.<br>The possibility tax

There is a hidden cost to having more options. Optionality turns into obligation, and you create unnecessary pressure on yourself just because more is possible.<br>Does this sound familiar?<br>If so, you are in, or about to enter, a dark loop. Just like me. So welcome. It is not that nice out here, but we get by.<br>Good old days

I am not sure how long it has been since we got AI this capable, but at the beginning it was a tool that tried to help. I used ChatGPT to ask coding questions instead of going through Stack Overflow and trying solutions one by one. If you know, you know.<br>This was a game changer. Then I started using it to write parts of the code: some function here, some refactor there. It was not perfect, but, as I said, it was a tool that tried to help.<br>Then Sonnet 3 came along. Cursor was popping off. Now I had AI inside my IDE, writing code directly with me.<br>The first time I used Sonnet 3, I knew this was going to change everything. I even started learning about project management and got a certificate, but not for managing humans. It was for managing AI agents. One thing was certain: I did not expect these days to come this quickly.<br>Models got better every month. Competition between OpenAI, Anthropic, and Google was brutal. Instead of writing the code, I started building workflows, finding patterns that made me go over the same things again and again, and trying to optimize more.<br>The more I optimized, the more I felt I could do.<br>That was the beginning.<br>The drug

If you have watched Limitless, you know the moment when he takes the first drug. Suddenly, there are limitless possibilities. Nothing can stop him. But there is also the drive to do more, because anything less feels like a waste of potential.<br>Daydreaming becomes part of your day. You think about all the things you can do, all the things you can achieve. Every time AI does exactly what you want, every time it helps you do something you could not do before, it feels like a dopamine hit.<br>After you overcome a challenge with AI, the next similar challenge does not hit the same. Yesterday’s breakthrough becomes today’s baseline.<br>Before AI, I might have had those big moments a couple of times a week at work. Maybe I found a solution to a difficult problem, made a decision that changed the project, or thought of and implemented a new feature. I felt accomplished.<br>Now, with AI, I can make tens of decisions, solve multiple issues at once, and build a feature before noon. The hits come and come until they do not. Finishing one thing stops feeling like an accomplishment.<br>So you stack tasks to get the feeling back. Then you stack projects. Even that does not feel the same.<br>That is the drug: the feeling that nothing should be impossible anymore.<br>The power you have becomes an obligation. You need to do more. You need to. Otherwise, you are wasting your potential. You are missing your chance in life.<br>You start feeling anxious, even depressed, while in reality you are doing more than you have ever done.<br>AI vampires

I am not a big fan of Marc Andreessen, but he said something on Joe Rogan that made me realize what I had become: an AI vampire.<br>“AI has not replaced programmers, but has instead turned them into ‘AI vampires,’ developers who stay up all night working because the massive productivity boost and continuous output of parallel coding agents make sleeping feel too costly.”

When AI first became popular, the idea was that it would help you and make your work easier. It definitely did. It still does. Unless you become addicted like I did.<br>Even sleeping starts to feel like you are missing out. It has a cost. If you are like me, you probably output more than most people. Others feel accomplished while you race yourself toward somewhere you do not even know is possible.<br>Success at one thing does not fulfill you anymore, so you start looking for more.<br>And if you think this is bad enough, you have no idea how bad it can get.<br>Delusional anxiety

Delusion takes over. Before, you might have had one or two projects at work and one or two side projects. Now that feels like nothing. It is not enough. There are too many possibilities, so why not do all of them?<br>Overworking and becoming an AI vampire might not be good for you or your mental health. But at least, in the beginning, there is still a direction. There is still a goal.<br>Things turn sour when you overclock your brain and the direction disappears. You think you have a goal, but you do not. You lost your way and did not even...